It's all me: what to do

It's all me: what to do: what to do... I've been all over the place lately, I want to work, I want to stay home, I want to get married. I want a man!! HELP!!! OMG!!...So Bill is really pissed off at me, what did I do, I have no clue. It's probably something I said, or wrote. But whatever. I have no tack. I wrote that over a year ago. I need to move on. I really do.My head is frigging killing me. I've started looking for a job again. This time in Carlsbad. They have a new insurance company , I do well in insurance companies. I fit in. People don't ostracize me. Treat me like a piece of garbage. I really just want to go to a place that gives me insurance, so that I can get treated for my headaches, and that I can finally move out of this house. I would love to be able to move to Boston, and maybe get to go to school.